I had a realization last night.
I know right?? That is HUGE lol.
I realized that I am gaining weight because I no longer look at myself in the mirror.
I avoid them like the plague. I know if I look I will hate what I see. So guess what?? All day today I forced myself to look at me...me for who I am. :)
It wasn't SO bad...it is fixable...just will take some hard work and sweat.
I think I am FINALLY ready to take that step to living healthier for "me" and being more selfish when it comes to myself.