So, I skipped my usual exercise time at 3:1o just to cuddle with my daugther. I kept her up a little longer from her nap just to sit on the couch, cuddle, and read books. I just squeezed her and loved her.....
I needed it and she needed it.
Right after I put her down for a nap, I went through my emails and read over some blogs that I follow and read *THIS*.
I just wanted to go wake her up and squeeze her harder and when Noah got home I hugged him tightly.
God has his ways, but sometimes it is so hard not to question Him. There is a reason for everything. We have to trust in Him.
Even though I don't know her in the "real" world, my heart is mourning for her loss. She and her child are in my thoughts and prayers.