Today I was a bad bad girl. It started out well but ended on a bad note. I am not going to use Hubby as an excuse, because I am not making excuses anymore, but......it doesn't help that he brought home Hostess donuts. :( I fell hard for the sugar today....hard. But
Breakfast: 1/2 banana
bowl of Kellogg's Raisin bran with 1% milk
Hot tea with sweetener and a splash of milk
Snack: Amy brought me a Micky D's Sweet Tea and I guzzled 1/2 of it :( But it was SO yummy.
Lunch: 1 cup of cottage cheese with light pears
Snack: I was SO hungry...I wasn't hungry at lunch but by mid-afternoon I was starving.
I had a HUGE bowl of Fruit loops with 1% milk
Dinner: Herb Penne with Chicken and tomatoes. (okay healthy but not filling for me) I needed a salad. Next time I will make a salad with this meal.
one piece of bread with light butter
Water was harder today. I did get my 64 oz in but not till dinner at 5:30. I missed my goal of 4:00 but it was done. The big water bottle from Wallyworld is working.
This is where it gets bad. Worse than the huge bowl of cereal and sweet tea.
7:00 is my time to exercise, but I got a text from the girl I tutor and she needed tutored so she came at 7:00. If I had known ahead of time I would have worked out my schedule better. However, I needed the money to upkeep with these nails of mine. They are HIGH MAINTENANCE!!
So exercise was out of the question tonight. Hubby ran to the store and brought back Hostess donuts. The BIG ones. Of course I couldn't say no and just eat 1/2 or one. I had 2 with a glass of 1% milk.
My body is saying: You need protein and sugar. I pray tomorrow is a better day.
Feelings: I talked to my mom. She is my biggest supporter. She looks amazing and her advice is very much needed. But I can't even look at myself. I need to take more time for me. I need to do my makeup, get my haircut, and save my money for clothes that fit right. I would feel so much better. Instead of this feeling like crap CRAP. So tomorrow I am getting up and doing my makeup :)